Showing posts with label Dear Notebook. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Dear Notebook. Show all posts
-- Strong Boy's little hand with his new habit

SubhanALlah Allah All-Aware has given me the chance to blog again.

The last post was in February MasyaAllah! That is nearly a whole year gone..

Since I am separated from any lappy I though there was no way to blog again. After a brief survey of mobile Blogger Apps this morning, I chosed Blogaway App.

Influenced by my recent readings I just though I should start writing again. Another factor that I have stopped writing (on the internet) was I don't know why I hate to write on facebook! Maybe I'm not the exposing-all type of a writer haha.

Must improve right? Because I know I have to SPREAD THE DEVINE WORD!
Anyhow InsyaAllah I wish to take note of the recent things that influenced me to start again;

1.  We (Hubby and me) read a statement on Flip board about a well known artis or entertainer who wrote something like "hello blog goodbye facebook". This gave me the idea of shifting my dislikes of writing on facebook and start writing somewhere elso - my blog! Alhamdulillah.

2. Another thing was I have so many things lingering in this little head that Allah has given me and I need to spell it out! I am also motivated by  Strong Boy's new habit of typing his name everywhere, everything mobile and to everyone of his name.

Thank you Allah swt for every thing!




-- muhasabah. sob sob.

Astaghfirullah. Moga Allah SWT ampunkan dosa hati kecil ini. Kerana terus meminta tanpa menyedari dan berfikir semula bahawa Engkau telah beriku berbagai2 Nikmat. 

SubhanALLAH Maha Agung Engkau ya Allah. dan istimewanya aku kerana diberi nikmat Iman dan Islam. Engkau juga telah beri ku lalui pebagai fasa kehidupan yang tak pernah aku terfikir akan menyaksikannya. Ingatkan umurku tidak sehingga kini. Engkau Lebih Tahu.

Ya Allah, Bantulah aku agar aku terus menerus BERSYUKUR dengan pemberianmu. Agar aku terus mampu untuk laksanakan tanggjawab ku di dunia ni dan sampai ke alam kekal dalam husnul khatimah.

Astghfurullah astaghfirullah astagfirullah. Bila hati tak bersyukur, kita akan mula persoalkan apa yang Engkau belum atau tak beri, padahal Engkau telah beri lebih dari yang dipinta.

Aku nak jadi HAMBAMU yang BERSYUKUR.

Tadi teringt Kata2 CintaMU,

1 |  14:7 

Dan (ingatlah) ketika Tuhan kamu memberitahu: "Demi sesungguhnya! Jika kamu bersyukur nescaya Aku akan tambahi nikmatKu kepada kamu, dan demi sesungguhnya, jika kamu kufur ingkar sesungguhnya azabKu amatlah keras".

(Surah Ibrahim: Ayat 7)

2 |

...dan sesiapa yang bertaqwa kepada Allah (dengan mengerjakan suruhanNya dan meninggalkan laranganNya), nescaya Allah akan mengadakan baginya jalan keluar (dari segala perkara yang menyusahkannya), Serta memberinya rezeki dari jalan yang tidak terlintas di hatinya. Dan (Ingatlah), sesiapa berserah diri bulat-bulat kepada Allah, maka Allah cukuplah baginya (untuk menolong dan menyelamatkannya). Sesungguhnya Allah tetap melakukan segala perkara yang dikehendakiNya. Allah telahpun menentukan kadar dan masa bagi berlakunya tiap-tiap sesuatu.

(Surah At-Talaq: Ayat 2 - 3)

Nak kene ingat selalu, "ALLAH SWT KNOWS BEST"

-- Allah SWT knows BEST!

-- He plans for us. Redha.

Baaanyaknyer TAZKIRAH buat hati. 
Mari kita terus cari dan cari agar HUBUNGAN HATI denganNYA terus UTUH dan SUBUR.





-- 'All-day sickness'

Dear Notebook,

I wish to record my experience of my first pregnancy... hehe.. hopefully this will be a joyful memory to be remembered and shared. WaAllahualam..

Week 20 or equivalent to 5 months of pregnancy; I am still with the morning sickness and everything. I rather call all it an all-day sickness because I can get sick at any time of the day. According to my mother's experience, she went through 3 months of the morning sickness. It seems like I add a few months of my mother's experience... the sickness wares off as my baby approaches 5 months.. Praise be to Allah! Finally I can enjoy my meals....

During the duration of my 'all-day sicknesses', I had problems with my meals... Some food I take can cause the vomiting and sometimes it happens when I eat at the wrong time or with the wrong amount. It is so hard to adapt to the new way of eating for I rarely eat during my student life. Even tough mother and my friends always advice or even scold me because of not eating. I don't know why, to me, eating falls in my lowest priority of tasks.. and during my pregnancy.... I really really regret it!

Even during my early life in our marriage, I still haven't changed my habit of eating. Except that my hubby usually takes breakfast..so I will accompany him. Apart from that - little improvement - we will take another meal at the end of the day (my time to take the meal of the day). A total of 2 times a day of meal, compared to only once a day.

But Allah loves me and guided me to improve my eating habits.. I felt that I was actually taught by the growing baby in my tummy. SubhanALlah! By His gloriousness, I had to eat more frequently but in smaller amounts. And I had to watch what I eat to avoid being sick and wasting all the food I take (and most important, the food my hubby bought for me). Sometimes I try cooking at home, but sadly I tend to lose my appetite when it comes to the second serving. If I skip a meal the tendency to vomit is very high because air will fill my stomach and overflows, bringing everything inside, out....... :-(

Eating was never a problem to me, when and what I eat does not matter. Allah gave me a little opportunity to lose appetite, or in our culture - tak lalu makan. In addition, I had to change my eating habits. Maybe it was better for my to eat this way. Now, apart from fasting, I will take breakfast, lunch and another light meal before or after Maghrib. And I still take small snacks in between if I feel hungry.

Thus, we should know what we eat, eat what is good for us and not too much... WaAllahualam..
Ibn ’Umar related that the Prophet (sallallaahu ’alayhi wa sallam) said, “The believer eats in one stomach whilst the disbeliever eats in seven.” [Related by al-Bukhaaree (no. 5081) and Muslim (no. 2060)]

The Prophet said, “The son of Aadam does not fill any vessel worse than his stomach. It is sufficient for the son of Aadam to eat a few mouthfuls, to keep him going. If he must do that (fill his stomach), then let him fill one third with food, one third with drink and one third with air.” [Saheeh: Related by at-Tirmidhee (no. 1381)and Ibn Maajah (no. 3349). It was authenticated by Shaykh Muhammad Naasirud-Deen al-Albaanee in Silsilatul-Ahaadeethus-Saheehah (no. 2265).]



Dear Notebook,


When something is lost or gone, then we value it more. This is the nature of man, that is hard to be thankful to ALLAH for the nikmats given, being thankful of the life and the scenario drawn by ALLAH. “Apa jua ujian yang ALLAH beri adalah tanda kasih sayang dan perhatianNYA kepada kita…” Yes, a task for HIS slaves to value the things and luxuries HE gave in this world. Are we thankful? Or were we arrogant with the little difference? And forget that everything belongs to the one and only Creator, ALLAH S.W.T.?  

            This is the task, given to those who ALLAH prescribed to be able to face and encounter it. Sometimes the heart refuses to overcome it – feeling weak and bearing in mind that the task is an impossible mission. Oh my heart….



Dear Notebook,
My last room in IIU

Every second passes by, we seldom realize that sometime we waste precious time on things that are not important... hmm I have passed my undergraduate student life.. 
and looking back to my past - did I use every second Allah gave me for His sake?? Did I really use all my time in IIU, to gain Your Redha? something to ponder and think about always..
Oh Allah you gave me this chance to live to see the world today - to pass my undergraduate and teenage life.. nothing have I gained except what You gave me.. Praise be to You! please guide me to STEP in to the NEW STORY of my life with Your Rahmah and Redha.


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